I AM GONNA SAY

I have no clue to ably deal with love relationship .I am ,in many areas ,an out-going man ,but,also, easily reach the end of my wit when facing some specific situation .Leavingreality alone ,I would reluctantly to admit that .but ,I do hope give you ,honey,my direct frankness .
Why do I writethis ? Under the circumstance that oneguys who just have fallen in love are so exciting and almost lost himself . notmeaning to judge him ,I insist that I do get the mood to say some thing referto the stuff .

I affirm therelationship with you in confidence ,I mean ,no one even got a spark about it,well ,except us . I am ashamed of myself for give you rare promise or somestuff like sweet talk

The root are supposed to be : we are nottogether …..but ,it stands for nothing as I have not shown my accountability .

All above is a premise of what I really wannasay :

My perspective towards love :

Love is nothingbut an accumulating sense of daily life ,which involve two ,or more people ,in.

It comes down to you all of a sudden, underthe pre-requisite of communicating , feeling or something else .I can’t makeany commitment till now ,cause I am hesitating –how to exactly express genuine emotion.

We have knowneach other for more than six years .I keep admire your amazingly welltemperament .Well ,I have to say ,love is on its process of accumulating duringthe period between I said :”I appreciate that girl’s disposition” and now .But,what is humiliating is I never said it face to face ,with you .My apologies……

Past is past,we are about to take a long journey ,let me just hold your hand ,say nothing,walk together forward .